Another one bites the dust-

So my best friend is also my ex and he's the greatest friend I have, we talk everyday and we're just really close. Well he and his wife are trying to fix their relationship (or see if they really even want to). She doesn't really like me (In fact I'd go so far as to say that she hates me which is fair) so to prove to her that he's really trying to make an effort to work on their relationship while she's visiting him (so he says) he's not going to talk to me. Which is fine I totally get that and honestly I hope that they do work things out , I'm just kinda bummed because I know if they do fix their relationship that it means I won't be able to talk to him any more. Cause if we do talk and she finds out they're back and square one or worse. I don't want that on my head. As sad as it sounds he's really the only friend I have left. My last 'best friend' wasn't good for me and he helped me really see that and finally break it off with her. I owe him my sanity for that.
I wish him the best he really deserves it, I just wish it meant I could still talk to him. But you can't change the past and I can only wait and see.

Thanks for reading/listening.

xoxo
Tatiana