My reaction to a quiz i took... it's old school yo'!

Your Sex IQ is 101

You are young and vibrant and possess the sexual energy desired by potential partners of yours. You are open-minded and absorb more knowledge regarding sex with each experience. Your sexual future is looking bright (and safe!).

Me after reading it.... Oh goody, goody, gum drops. 

Sorry I just thought my reaction was priceless lol I'm also very even though I have to go to bed right now lol

I now return you to your regular boring ass lives... enjoy

Twilight Movie...

So I'm like about 2/3rds into the movie Twilight... yeah not that impressed with it so far lol

idk I just don't remember him [Edward] being THAT damn emo this early in the books. Ya' know ? Ok now he's just starting to 'loosen up' (when she was cleaning her truck) but yeah. I'll keep you posted on what I think! 

I really didn't picture their house like this, but their family is so cute! 

ALICE!!!!!! ahhh!!!! I love her even more in the movie she's so cute!!!

Alright I'll admit it Robert has a nice smile, but I'm still not in love with him in any way lol that's Jamie's area lol. At least when he was in HP that was her area lol And Jamie- the idea of 99% Twilight vampires...

Ok I just saw the part where Edward formerly introduced himself to take her to the baseball game it's so cool! I've never been so into a baseball game in my life!!! lol

AHHHHH!!!! JAMES!!!!!!!!!! *drooooooooooooool!!!!!!!!* lol

lol her poor dad... so confused...  then poor Bell had to go and say all of that... that's just sad.

And if Edward did that (suddenly pop up next to my car on the outside WHILE it moved) I'd shit myself I swear to God I would!!

I love their cars!!! Holy Hell do I ever! lol And I never imagined Emmet so smexy! lol

JAMES/CAM IS HOT AS HELL!!! God! his voice.... *faint*

Though if I hadn't read the book pre-watching the movie I really would of had thought this was a cheesy ass movie and it would totally have turn me off to the book! God damn his voice is sexy as hell!!! Fucking hell!!

When did James bite her? I thought he bit her- neeeeever mind!! Lol I thought he bite her hand not her wrist. I'm sorry too, but it sounds like she's having really BAAAAAAD sex lol.

She actually don't look that bad lol. Jacob!! I don't see what everyone is bitching about with Jacob he looks fine to me. lol Yes I'm Team Jacob AND Team James!! I have a thing about 'J' names teehee

The prom scene is totally KAWAII I'm totally envious of her! [Not that she's with Edward] just that she's getting such a sweet and romantic prom nite. Mine the only thing that a guy asked me to do was to punch another guy... which I forgot to do! But I did end up making fun of Natasha's weave .

My final thoughts on it [and grade]:

All in all it was good. It had it's good and bad moments and it did seem a tad fast, but like the director said she was making Twilight the MOVIE not Twilight the BOOK, but still somethings seemed off and a little awkward [and not just because that's how it was supposed to be]. My final grade: B- 

The War is Over Lover

You fought hard and long you gave it your all and you didn't go down with out a fight.

But it's over now sweety. You did your best and no one blames you. We love and will miss you. And think of it this way at least you can snowboard on the clouds I think you at least deserve that. 

Blayne Tallent passed away last night surrounded by his mother, father, brother and sister at 9:30 last night. I'm blessed to be able to say that I knew him for as long and as well as I did. 

All my love and prays to his family and friends.

I can't believe he's gone. He was only a year younger then me its just not fair. All I've done since I found out is cry and shake. My eyes and nose are red and I feel sick, I keep throwing up a little and hoping that I'll get a call from him saying 'No Roy was just messing with ya'! I'm still here and kicking' but I know I won't... this wasn't how it was supposed to happen, he was supposed to beat it. This type of stuff just doesn't happen to people I know, to people I care about. This is the stuff you read about in papers that you read about happening to other people. He was supposed to grow up become a Doctor and save the world.
I don't wanna cry any more because I know it's pointless, but it's all I seem to be able to do right now. My eyes hurt too much and my head hurts too much. I just wish there was more I could of had done for him, I wish I could of had been there more for him. We dated a little bit but then he just kinda went MIA and in the past that's how all my relationships ended. I didn't even think about him possibly being in the hospital for something. I just took it and went on with my life... I can't even remember feeling this heart broken when my last boyfriend broke up with me (my most "serious" relationship).
I just hope he can forgive me... and I hope his family and friends find peace.

In Honor of a Good Friend...

Blayne Tallent 

He's been dealing with cancer for a long time a good couple years. And I guess the cancer got so bad that they had to put him into a medically induced coma and he only has a matter of days to live. He's only about 19 years old and he is too good to go out like this. The cancer got up into his brain and he start to hallucinate and he would get violent which is why they put him in a coma.

I used to kinda date him, but them we just kinda went our own way and I haven't really talked to him since. But he doesn't deserve this no one deserves this, but definitely not him. He wanted to become a Doctor so he could help others like him he had so much going for him. It's just not right.

So any good vibes and/or prayers to this mother, father, older brother and younger sister and all his friends would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you,

Tatiana

X-Mas Wish List lol (it's early so you can start buying now!)

Sims2 games for PC

Apartment Life

Free Time

Bon Voyage

Seasons

University

Mansion & Garden Stuff

Ikea Home Stuff

Kitchen & Bath Interior Design Stuff

Teen Style Stuff

H&M (R) Fashion Stuff

Glamour Life Stuff

Family Fun Stuff

Other

Beyonce- I Am... Sasha Fierce (cd)

Taylor Swift- Fearless (cd)

A Quick Bite by Lynsay Sands (book)

Love Bites by Lynsay Sands (book)

A Bite to Remember by Lynsay Sands (book)

The Accidental Vampire by Lynsay Sands (book)

Vampires are Forever by Lynsay Sands (book)

Vampire, Interrupted by Lynsay Sands (book)

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I'll add more when I think of more stuff (I'm trying to keep it cheep cause I know everyone is tight with $$)

Gotta love being a book worm!

OK so my dad got paid today and left me 10 bucks to get something for lunch. But instead I asked my mom [who gave it to me] if I could use it to buy a BOOK!  I'm such a dork! But I love it! I've been waiting on the edge of my seat for this flaming book! [which is actually rereleased]
It's called 'Single White Vampire' by Lynsay Sands, and it's sooo good!
If you like vampire stories but aren't into all the blood and tortured soul crap then her vampire books are so for you! They aren't even cured! They're a scientific fuck-up! Lol You'll have to read the books to find out what I'm talking about... but they are sooo good! Ok going to go read!

So annoyed right now...

I really want a good book to read, I kinda have one and I have a book that I'm supposed to read for my MSOS Book Club, that I've tried to read before but I couldn't, and well I haven't really been able to get into it. It's like I'm not even excited about reading it.

I don't know I'm just kinda annoyed in general I guess... :sigh: I guess I could down load some Sims stuff and play that... I guess... who knows.

Alright laterz.

xoxo

Tatiana

Opps...

Ok so I kinda forgot about the blog for a little bit but here is a quick update.

Hazel had her kittens, originally 5 of them, but one of them died a on saturday [which sucks because he was the only one all white I named him 'Snowball'].

Um... I think that's about it lol.

But yeah so I've been kinda practicing my drawings more and stuff and I ended up sketching something new for a "story" that's been in my head for a good couple years now. Well the original story for a couple years the new one- which I haven't started writing because I kinda forgot about it -is only maybe a year old at best. Which the new one is just like a sequel to the original story. So yeah I'm kinda happy about that, I'm toying with the idea of really starting that up, making character designs and stuff like that. *shrug* Maybe even tossing up a site or something... maybe I'll do that later once things are more... put together. lol

Laterz

xoxo

Tatiana

To Write Love On Her Arm- Street Team

*bleh* Again... and 'To Write On Love On Her Arm'

Yeah cause I'm that cool, anyways apparently a few hours after the "big fight" my rents apparently "made up".

Anyways I got an invite to partake in something called 'To Write Love On Her Arm' which is a big deal for me personally because it has to deal with depression, suicidal thoughts it's to help bring awareness to them and help to those who need it. On November 13, 2008 people all over are asked to literally write 'Love' in big red on their arm- it doesn't Have to be red if you don't have red -but that's just want they prefer red. So yeah, anyone that reads this, please partake in it. 

Here's what their myspace says:

To Write Love on Her Arms is a work in progress. This began with one broken girl, one painful night; addiction, depression, cutting. This is a glimpse at the five days that followed, a decision to love and to begin telling her true story. To Write Love on Her Arms is becoming something bigger, something hopeful. It's the realization of what life can be when we commit to meeting a need. A friend of mine told me there's no such thing as suicide prevention. This is an attempt to prove him wrong, to say that love can change a life. We can hold back the darkness. Rescue is possible. More soon to come. Join us as we continue to write this story, and as we begin to offer hope to the many hopeless who walk these dark roads. A Jimmy Eat World lyric has been stuck in my head today, "Believe your voice can mean something."

*sigh* Yet another fight...

Don't you just love it when your parents fight? I knew dad being off for four whole days in a row would be a bad idea, I hate being right about that kinda stuff, but it's happened so many times before. For what ever reason when ever he has a day off he gets pissed and takes it out on everyone else. And if you try and avoid him and his mood he just bitches about how you're not doing anything and he has to do everything on his own and he's the only one that does anything around the house.

It's like your the only one (if you really are) because no one wants to be around you when you're Mr. Pissed Off and if you do try and help him then he just complains about how you're in the way. There is just no winning with this guy. I have never under stood why they just don't get a divorce, they fight too much now days it doesn't seem to be worth it. I think part of the reason they don't divorce is because then they'd have to live on their own and it's way too expensive now days to do that.

And to top everything off for what ever reason I can't get on to MSOS I can get every where else, but there. *sigh* It's just discouraging and then when they try and bring you into it it's like 'This is between you two'.

Bleh. 

I made a pretty! <3

Yeah I made that! How cool is it? I used her>>http://www.obsidiandawn.com/ brushes that you can go to her site and download and use and what not it's really cool. She's got a crazy ass amount of stuff on there in case anyone is interested. The program I used was Photoshop Elements 6.0 feel free to use it, just don't clam it as your own because not only is that so grade school it also happens to be illegal and I really don't wanna go through all that. Ok tay? Tay! :]

Nov. 4th 2008; My first Presidential Election

Ok so today as I'm sure everyone knows is Election Day and I voted NO on Fl amendment 2 and for Obama to be president. And I don't know when I filled in the annoyingly small bubbles in the equally annoyingly small space it brought purpose to my life. No really it did, I now understand the PURPOSE of the Michigan M.E.A.P.S. (don't ask me what it stands for I can never remember), but you basically sat a practiced how to fill in tiny ass little bubbles while feeling completely under pressure.

But really I actually felt really proud of myself when I was filling out and finishing my ballot, I actually felt like I was pulling my weight around in the country. And I totally hope that if Obama doesn't win I'll cry, and just vote for him again in 4 years when I'm 24. So yeah that's all for right now.

Oh My God, Obama actually won. I feel so overwhelmed by all of this, I can't explain it. I'll cry tonight or even tomorrow when its "official". God I just released that my niece or nephew is going to grow up, at least until it's four, with a black president. This is amazing, what it's going to mean to Elaine, Josh and Elijah just...my God...