OK so I may have had done a 'boo-boo' by going and looking for my ex's myspace page because well I'm damn nosie and I always like to check in every once in a while and check out how they're all doing...because well I'm a freak! Either way I myspace-searched his e-mail addie and I found the right one right off the bat; which doesn't suprise me since he's got a weird one @ that, but what did surprise me was the it wasn't 'private' my whole nerve system and my heart were all prepared to be blocked out and not allowed in. But it's like when you go to open a door and you know it's going to be hard to open, so you get all ready then when you go to open it and you have all this energy built up and someone else opens the door for you. Yeah...like that.
I looked around his site and he seems to be doing fine and seems to have his act together- which I won't lie kinda hurts -I mean I wasn't expecting him to sit around and be crying and crap, but to know that he missed me even a little naturally would be nice. But alls wells, can't have everything. Although this does make me want to go look around at my other ex's sites...*snicker*
Honestly though...I'm glad he's happy and I'm glad he seems to be getting his stuf worked out. Though the little devil inside of me wouldn't mind too much if he was hurt...just a smidgen...*evil laugh*...*sigh* yeah I'm good.
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