Bitter Sweet [IMG Heavy]

It sucks that my nephew, Ayden, is already old enough to roll over- he's about 6 months old -and I haven't seen him yet. : I just kills me that I haven't seen him yet, but I'm glad he's doing so good.
Hopefully I'll be able to see him before he's old enough to drink

Just being goofy and cute.


Showing off how good he can hold his head up while on his tummy.


Just being on his tummy.


Chilling on the couch.


Out for a walk.


Getting ready for his walk.


Just being Ayden.


Ayden & Emma playing on their tummies.


Playing with his caterpillar.


Rolling over.


Almost there.


Tada! !


Sleeping like a baby

I'm so Proud of Myself!!

I just worked out for 8 mins your going to laugh at me though when I tell you what too; Tae-Bo 8-minuet workout with Billy Blanks lol I got it at Goodwill for 99 cents.
The worst part? His outfit, what does he wear, spandex? Any ways I may try and go back to GW they had 2 other workouts for the same price. But it was really nice because he kinda warmed us into it then had a cool down at the end. And I'm not in pleading-for-death pain, but I still felt like I got a workout. It was so nice. I figure if I do this then my other work out which is (15 mins) alternating between them I should be doing good, since I can't really watch what I eat. (we get our food from a food pantry and we can't exactly place special orders lol)

Another one bites the dust-

So my best friend is also my ex and he's the greatest friend I have, we talk everyday and we're just really close. Well he and his wife are trying to fix their relationship (or see if they really even want to). She doesn't really like me (In fact I'd go so far as to say that she hates me which is fair) so to prove to her that he's really trying to make an effort to work on their relationship while she's visiting him (so he says) he's not going to talk to me. Which is fine I totally get that and honestly I hope that they do work things out , I'm just kinda bummed because I know if they do fix their relationship that it means I won't be able to talk to him any more. Cause if we do talk and she finds out they're back and square one or worse. I don't want that on my head. As sad as it sounds he's really the only friend I have left. My last 'best friend' wasn't good for me and he helped me really see that and finally break it off with her. I owe him my sanity for that.
I wish him the best he really deserves it, I just wish it meant I could still talk to him. But you can't change the past and I can only wait and see.

Thanks for reading/listening.

xoxo
Tatiana

I Love My MSOS GIRLS!

I just wanted to thank my girls over at Military SOS you all are the best!
I love that fact that I can come to you all with anything and I get
real answers and advice and support. Thank you all so much!



I fucking love you girls!

I <3 Vampires- It's apparently an Online 'Show' or something...

I have no idea if this is like 'real' or if it's just people doing a spoof and making fun of Twilight Fan (along with other Vampire Fans) or what is going on, but neh lol it's kinda entertaining... what do you think?


Link>> http://www.take180.com/show/I_Heart_Vampires/h1a

How my 21st birthday went! <3

everyone, first sorry I've been MIA I don't have internet at home and can't really get it on my phone so I haven't really been on here.
But I'm at the library now and I just wanted to kinda up date everyone.
So for Valentine's Day my ex/friend sent me some yellow mini roses along with a little stuffed dog for my Birthday which was on Monday (2.16). So then on Monday I knew we wouldn't be doing anything big cause we don't really have any money. But my friend (TJ) called me at midnight and sang me 'happy birthday' in his special TJ way, then my rents wished me happy birthday, my grandma, and some friends on my facebook and myspace pages wished me happy birthday. Then the friend that got me the flowers called and sang to me too lol. So it was pretty nice, then later in the day I got the BEST present EVER. My SIL called to wish me a happy birthday and Ayden (my nephew) was cooing in the background and she like 'Yeah Ayden wanted to wish Aunt Tatiana happy birthday too' and then after she said that she's like 'Oh yep he even smiled when I said your name'
OMG that was just great I loved it! But then before we hung up she put the phone up to him and he cooed and did little baby talk and I was just so happy it totally made my day. (Heres a link to the forum where I posted pictures of him) so even though I didn't get any big expensive presents I still got the best present.
Oh also my parents got me a card and said that we'd do something/more this weekend. I'm hoping we can go to 'Bubba Gump' so I can have my "first legal drink"

Alright I may have to kill someone...

In May of 09 X-men Origins: Wolverine (trailer here) is supposed to be coming out which totally has me in like an almost constant geek-out of happiness one because I love X-Men and two because Gambit (Remy) will be in it and I've seen the trailer like a million times because I was a dork and found a way to download it on to my computer. -__-; But I found some pictures from the trailer of Taylor who will be playing MY Gambit and I just realized that his eyes aren't glowing!! And I swear to God it better just be that the pictures aren't edited yet because if in that movie Taylor/Remy's eyes aren't Red Pupils Black Iris' there will be a very angry blog posted about how they are so screwing me over because first with Nightcrawler not being fuzzy in the LEAST and now with Remy's eyes not being right it's like they're against us! (Us being the fans) I mean part of Remy's charm is his eyes! Part of his look, part of what makes him Remy is his eyes! Not just his powers or his charm but his eyes! I mean it's the full packaged deal if you don't have the eyes then he's just a would be- wanna be- ain't ganna be!

And they better get his accent right also I can literally see myself crying in the movie theater if his eyes aren't right and his accent isn't right I won't leave because it's expensive to go to the movies lately, but my life as I know it will be ruined. It'll be over. All because some stupid ass twit couldn't take the time to get some eyes and an accent right! And if they don't know how to do the accent all they got to do is NOT HAVE REMY! I mean I've lived with out Remy in the movies this long I can wait until stupid people get it right. I mean I'd rather go with out then have 'Them' ruine him for me. I mean there are tones of X-Men Cartoons where “they” got his voice/accent perfect! (Mutters:and is what I base all Remy voices off of) so those of you who have connections to anyone that can influence this for the better I would greatly appreciate it if you could work on it. (And by connections I mean either spiritually or personally) or if you could e-mail me a click of the movie to help ease my nerves that would be great and I would love that. :D

Anyways I think that's it oh yeah Happy New Years!!

I'll be 21 in 13 some odd days.